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Dec 6, 2011

How its hard to be a good friend

Peace be upon all of you , readers,followers,friends,silent stalkers.

Huurrmm , how its hard to be a good friend.This is a retorical question actually.
Well today i am gonna to talk in english.It adapt in my current mood.

So,i'll say , if I talk english, that's mean i am not in a good mood. For one sure thing is ,
i am sad . My mood turned down for a moment . Maybe you guys saw me made a lot of statuses in Effbey ,
but trust me , there's no thing that can turn my mood drastically . Goshh,i crap a lot HAHA:)

HOW HARD TO BE A GOOD FRIEND ?

First , I would like to define my own meaning of good friend.
For me , good friend is a friend that always remind me during my easy or hard time . Good friend is when we go through hard circumstances , she will always hold my hand so that we both could pass hard moments together easily . Good friend is they dont talk bad about us , but always protect us and maintain our good names.Which means that they dont back stabbed us from behind.

But what happened on me are O-T-H-E-R-W-I-S-E.
Jeeezz , sometimes i ask myself , i cried to Allah , " Ya allah apalah salah hambamu ni.."
Astaghfirullahalazim , may allah bless me and forgive my sins.
Maybe i was tested .Maybe my honority ,trustworthy are tested . Ya allah forgive me if this is one of your test.I failed allah..i failed.I always forget Allah,i always whine , i always forget quran.Maybe i was tested by friend's problems, If that so allah,then I accept it..:( 

To all my friends,

Forgive me for what i have done . People make mistakes,and that so happened on me.
If I die today , pray for me , May allah placed me at the best place i should stay.
Bye-bye , assalamualaikum.


* kawanku..janganlah kau menilai keburukanku seandainya masih terdapat sisa kebaikan dalam nubari ini.Kawanku,kesedihan dalam atma diri ini sudah menyerap dalam segala rongga kerinduan kepiluan.Tangkai hatiku bagai pedih.Diusik saat jiwaku benar-benar walah dalam menerima dugaan sebegini hebat..:(


Masihkah kau ingat kisah ini ? 


 Ingatkan aku , andai aku terlupa kenangan manis kita.. ?




 Kawan susah , senang , bila-bila..  ?


 Antara yg sering menjadi bahuku swaktu aku sedih..


 Korang ingat tak ? Aku ingat..sangat2 ingat.. Best kan ? Dapat makan fwee kat Wangsa Walk :)



Justeru ingatlah,jangan biarkan senyuman ini hilang , 
jagalah ia dengan sepenuh hatimu.


 seindah kalam ku , agar kalam yang bisu ini mampu menuturkan kepada kalian , betapa kasihnya aku pada kalian..Saudari , biarkan tutur kata yg indah namun bisu ini memperbaiki hubungan kita semula.Biarkan bicara yang tak pernah ingin bertutur secara zahir untuk membina kekuatan semula antara kita.

pena wirawati ,
meletakkan pena jam 2;22 pagi , :(
saat kesedihan melambung diri.



2 comments:

ain said...

haha.. seb baik ad pic ak..

Balqis Azhar said...

@ain
nak jugakk..